Wow I can't believe I made my own site! This truly is a great accomplishment of mine, I never do anything productive! I hope I can keep up with everything and smashtalk can become really successful.
Today is my sister, Lauren's, birthday party; she's actually turning the big 1 6 on monday! When it actually popped in my head a few weeks ago that my sister's birthday is coming up I was like.... how old is she turning again? 14? 20? She looks so much older than me, its not fair. I'm like..
but I'm 18 now I should have two birthday parties! But then everyone looks at me weird. The oldest child will never be understood.
Yesterday I went to olive garden for her birthday with my boyfriend, my ex-boyfriend, my old best friend I rarely talk to, and Lauren.
talk about awkward??! I felt like I was going to explode like AHHHHH! I mean, I would either get my boyfriend Mike mad by talking to the other kids too much, or get the other kids mad by being kissy cuddly with Mike....
UGH IT NEVER ENDS. Next time God should just give me a warning before giving me a terrible situation to be in! But I guess no one is ever that lucky.
